I was constantly listening to the same song:

 'Calvin Harris - Blue' 

''I've got to stop waiting for you,

and move onto someone new.

But everything around...

I don't like shirts in men

 but I always love blue ones. 

I love the song from Tanita Tikaram - Twist in my sobriety''

''I don't care about their different thoughts

Different thoughts are good for me

Up in arms and chaste...

That day, I had read a quote in  instagram post. 

'Sometimes we have to stop being scared and just go for it. 

Either it will work or it won't. 

That is life.'